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There's a girl in my college i found attractive i like her and after talking for 3 months and becoming good friends i confessed to her but she denied saying she just wanted us to be friend after that i tried to cut off my contact but she didn't stopped calling or texting and insisted to be friends so i stayed her friend as she didn't had any other friend i stayed her friend and after some time she got into a relationship with a quiet guy in our class and earlier after my rejection i asked her is it because she have crush on some other guy but she denied but after getting into relationship with him she told me that she had crush on him even before we become friend and now i feel so bad as she made a new female friend too who support her and her new boyfriend. i feel like i am of no use of her now. now she's not being so friendly like she used to be earlier and when i ask her if she wants to end our friendship she don't let me end things and blamed i always fight with her and play the victim card. we had a fight few days ago so the next day I ignored her whole day but after class when i was going back with her she started to cry and run away i tried to calm her but she said she didn't want to talk and her boyfriend calmed her and later when i called her to check on her she said so many rude things to me i felt bad. and told me she felt bad cuz i said i feel like she was ignoring me and not replying to my texts. so we are in fight and not talking so for last few days she been calling me daily but i am not picking her calls and not replying to her texts. Should I end things with her? or Stay her friend? I still have feelings for her.

This woman that I used to work with is close to my age (we're both of legal age), I'd make memes about her name (only first name) because it was sincerely my favorite name to use to joke around with. We used to chit chat and go to the same school. I'm having a really rough year. I've ALREADY been into a LOT of trouble over the last 5-6 years, high school and college included. I've said a LOT of stupid ******* things I wish I could take back.

Anyway she never added me back on social media except once on Snapchat two years ago and she unfriended me the week after. I commented an emoji (nothing gross or racy, just a single laughter emoji without any words) on a funny video she made, and she literally had the audacity to block me on all social platforms she knows I use.

Now she has AT LEAST THREE of my profiles blocked even though I'd not engaged in her content this year. I deleted my old TikTok profile which was also the one she blocked. I still jokingly brought her up in stuff like groupchats and (just her name in) videos. I used her name like people use "Karen", "Kevin", or "Jezebel" as an insult—except it is a more edgy way of saying those names to insult the trolls, and sometimes I would use her name in place of the "red" pill (the so-called "alpha-male" tactic).

I had her number but didn't call her for the first 3 years. When I did, she basically said hello and got pissed at me when she found out a Snapchat friend of mine snitched on me for using her pictures. Her profiles were public, now all of them that I know of are set to private.

I am highly influenced by the people I am around with, especially as far as dudes are concerned. Andrew Tate and his followers taught me that men are dominant, that they must learn that women like to play hard-to-get.

I feel bad for whoever blocked me. I didn't rant about her in groupchats til' AFTER she blocked me.