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I just don’t feel like trying anymore. I’ve tried for so long because I know we both love each other a lot but maybe I should just accept our differences and how it’s not going to work in the long run. Yes I do communicate and it’s always the same cycle all over again. He does have good qualities too but it’s going to be too much for you guys to read haha but these are things that bother me. I feel so alone in this relationship

- He doesn’t have any goals in life and make 30k a year. I’m in nursing school and working my ass off. He keeps telling me he would go back to school but always make up excuses. (We have a 7 year age gap, I’d expect him to be somewhere at his age)
- We don’t have similar interests in hobbies. I workout, enjoy sightseeing, and exploring new places. He loves cornhole and chilling and drinking at home with family
- I’m clingy and want to spend more time with him while he seems okay to spend less time together (see each other once a week, even when I’m on break) (We live 15 minutes away)
- I’m always craving for more intimacy than him
- I’m begging for the bare minimum like asking for flowers and only receiving it once throughout our relationship

28F, my mom & I have always went through periods where we stop talking for a few weeks/months. Back in 2020, we got in a big fight & didn’t talk for a little over a year. I finally began talking to her again & we got back in an argument for the first time since Dec 2022. That was squashed after a weekend & got in another argument this Tues. It’s usually over petty things, I can be very argumentative & a good amount of the time she tries to rekindle. In 2020 I was living alone & I moved back in with her Nov 22. I don't know if we went a good amount of time not fighting bc I wasn’t living with her, I’m older now & hoped things would’ve changed. I really thought they did but I snap very easily, work has been stressful & we’re back to old ways. Bc of this, my anxiety is up the roof & not very content atm. My dad said we have a crazy relationship, mind you he & his mother’s relationship was worse. It makes me second guess if we’re really ok, I feel comfortable with her but we’re equally petty & too alike I guess?