Search Results: does he just want sex

You know when you have a gut feeling? I’ve been on and off the dating apps for years, it’s come to the point where I’m not as interested & I swipe on matches/reply to msgs every few days. I’ve never had a real relationship, I saw someone for a few months maybe 5 years ago & something told me after I saw him that’d I’d be single for a long time. With him it felt like settling & I refuse to ever be with someone that made me feel like that again.

I had to use dating apps bc I’m not very friendly & I don’t get approached in person. I’m told I’m cute/attractive & I will say I have a very low sex drive (haven’t masturbated or had sex in 5 years). I don’t think this is a huge deal considering this isn’t something that will be an issue that early on, a guy can’t just look at my profile/see me in person & know that right off the bat.

I get matches (never been the issue) but it’s always: ghosting, fizzling out, lack of interest (can go both ways), feelings not reciprocated, just not a good match & some guys are just crazy. I just always have a gnawing feeling like guys aren’t attracted to me, I’d get told once in a while that some guy looked at me/found me cute but they never do anything about it. And I don’t either hence why I’m posting this 🤷🏻‍♀️

TLDR: based off the description, is this something that’s unlucky in love?

I’m 25 and my parents still have not noticed I have tattoos. My family are surper religious goody goody people, no tattoos, marry perfect white guy, no sex, be innocent angel. Since I was 23 I got tatoos it was always my dream & I like tattoos. I have a heart on my finger, rose on my wrist and plan get a small butterfly on my other wrist. I have another tattoo on my finger that says a word from my business. I wear longsleeve 24/7 and live alone so I don’t see them often. But I put makeup for my finger tattoos. One time a guy said he likes my finger tattoos and my mom said what? She didn’t like tattoos nor has any. The guy looked so confused. Then mom once said oh this guys girlfriend is so ugly she has a million tattoos disgusting. my dad has a tattoo of our dog that passed away but my mom never got mad , but when it comes to me she’ll beat me if she finds out when I visit her. She’ll hit me really hard be furious and even cry as she wants control my life have my life be how she wants only. My boyfriend has a lot of tattoos too.