Dear U,
What do you do when you're faced with a lose-lose situation? You pick the option that hurts the least. I thought I did. I thought for sure that I did. But as I sit here with you on my mind, I know that I was wrong. But I want you to know that I tried. I tried like hell to avoid this. But I'd be lying if I said that I didn't see it coming. We've talked to each other pretty much every day for the last year. In that year I allowed you to get past my guard and I fell for you. Hard. Unfortunately, you felt that we would be better as friends. And neither of us wanted to lose the friendship. So we continued as friends. And I tried to erase the other feelings. But as the days passed they just continued to grow. Having to listen to you talk about other girls was probably the worst feeling I've felt in a while. Which brings us to the present. I've gone back and forth. I love talking to you. I'm so used to it at this point. I miss you when we don't talk. But I don't think I can be your friend anymore. Being your friend is tearing me apart. I want more and I know that you don't. I can't listen to your stories about other girls. I can't pretend that it's ok anymore...
I can't be just friends with someone I love...
I'm sorry...
Char
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