I hate being a mom and no it’s not PPD?

I’m trying to figure out why I hate being a mother to my child. I do suspect adhd and/or autism but he hasn’t gotten tested yet. The other thing is I’m in my late 30’s so maybe it’s because my tolerance is lower? But if I could change things I would’ve gotten an abortion for sure.

A child with a behavioral disorder can trigger anyone and make them miserable
Having a baby after 35 will upset and frustrate anyone
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I hate being a mom and no it’s not PPD?
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