Don't phobic people realize they're asking me to sacrifice my whole life? Why do they think I have a choice? How do I choose to not like what I like?

[ElizaPam]

I keep thinking about how I'm supposed to be some boring, hairy, balding, romping stomping country man who objectifies women and I cringe so hard it makes me want to die, people think I have a choice that doesn't exist, I could never actually choose to be that I could only choose to be a closet case and what's the fucking point of that

Don't phobic people realize they're asking me to sacrifice my whole life? Why should I sacrifice my personality and sexuality and happiness? Who else is doing that? Who else is expected to neglect their happiness and hide their personality? How am I supposed to make the conscious decision to hate my breasts? How does a person consciously choose to not like what they like?

I would rather die than never get to feel beautiful and feminine again. I would rather die than spend the rest of my life never wearing pretty dresses and makeup and never being treated sweet and loved on by a man. Its the best feeling in the world.

[Lliam]

It's interesting how you put men down by characterizing them as boring, hairy, balding, romping stomping country men who objectify women. But it seems like you, yourself, want to be objectified by men. Or do you want to be a lesbian?

[Anonymous]

Are you trying to get
affirmation from complete strangers online?
If you want to dress or act feminine that is fine but please just try to realize it’s likely most men wouldn’t consider you a true woman because you were born without female body parts.

[Berethor]

The choose was made by nature when you was born as male, you going against nature.

[ElizaPam]

I don't see why "Going against nature" means I should spend my life being miserable pretending to be something I hate being. Im not a masculine, tough, fighting, womanizing man and I would rather die than pretend to be that. I am cute and feminine and I like being loved on by men,

[Berethor]

You can be a sensitive guy, and you are not liked by most men, men like real women.

allthetropes.org/wiki/Sensitive_Guy_and_Manly_Man

[Juxtapose]

Do what you want but keep kids & the law out of it.

[Yabbut]

So, what exactly do you want people to do?

[gorydetails]

cool story, bro.