Date number 5. I'm starting to feel more comfortable. So the date went really well till the end. We get to the end and he leans to hug me in his car... he was kinda restricted in the driver seat so it wasn't a proper hug... Then tried to kiss me and I kinda freaked out and turned away when I realised what was gonna happen. It just didn't seem like the time at all. We were walking by the river Thames and it was the perfect opportunity but it just didn't happen. Why am I so awkward.. This is the second time this has happened. I've been daydreaming bout this for the last few weeks and then this happens... *sighs*
I don't know what it is but the build up to the end of the evening doesn't seem like the perfect time for our first kiss. With the last guy I dated our kisses were spontaneous and sometimes in public and I didn't seem to care at the time.
Anyway should I bring it up in conversation so next time hopefully I won't be awkward?
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Ha! My first kiss with my bf was on our second date and we kept trying to get our friend to leave the room (group date kind of thing) and he wouldn't so we waited until he was distracted and started kissing each other. It was also a little dark in the room. He asked me if he was going to get a goodbye kiss and I told him that I was nervous, but I finally decided to go with it. Our noses bumped against each other, but we just laughed it off and tried again. It was adorable, not awkward. Don't try to have the "perfect kiss." It most likely isn't going to happen the way you want it to. Just go for it!1