Something is wrong with the inside of my mouth. Am I going to die? I'm so scared?

Anonymous
On November 19th I went to get a small white lump removed from my mouth. I go tomorrow to find out my results. In the meantime I noticed something wrong in my mouth. The roof my my mouth near my molar I see a hole forming. Beside my tongue near my throat I see what patches. My tonsils look like they are desolving. The back of my throat looks all red and gross looking. I Want to go to the hospital but I'm scared what might happen. I don't want to find out that I'm dying and they can't do anything fo me. I don't want to find out I have some kind of cancer. I've been reading online about different things that might be wrong with me. I'm scared out of my mind.
Something is wrong with the inside of my mouth. Am I going to die? I'm so scared?
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