The one thing I would change about myself is probably how I felt about myself in the past... I wish I could go back and get the confidence in myself that I have now... like specifically through out middle school and highschool... why? I think that I would of had a lot more fun in school and I wouldn't of had the "i hate the world attitude" I wouldn't have been so shy so distant... I think I wouldn't have gone through the depression I did if I discovered things then that I did when I got out of school... .but honestly I don't think I would be who I am now... if I would have known that then... I am a much stronger person... so maybe I wouldn't change a thing.
I'd give myself a better memory. Mine is terrible. I'm decently smart and can grasp things quickly, but I wish I didn't have to re-grasp them quite as often as I do. That and it'd be nice if I could occasionally know someone's name when they call me by mine. My office just got a lot bigger (merger) and all these new people had my name down in like a day. It's been over a month and I think I've got like 5% of their names down. Ugh.
I honestly like the way I look, but it's like as soon as I'm out in public, my opinion of myself just drops. It makes me hold back and feel like I'm not good enough, and I've missed so many opportunities because of that.
I want the confidence to go after what I want, to have something and feel like I deserve it.
I wish I could change my shyness. And I will because there are things I wanna do and I'm not gonna wait anymore. I think people need to stop saying what they wish they could do, and just take risks and do it. We all have things that we wanna change, but we should still love ourselves and realize that its a personal or life-style change. I'm not wishing anymore, I'm making things happen. I'm changing the way I think,eat,and feel. Its an amazing feeling, I'm so glad I'm making these changes.
I would change my weight. I know I don't look that big, but I'de like to feel better about myself as well as be healtheir. Weight related problems run in my family so I have to be extra careful.
I let people walk all over me. It is almost impossible to say to people so if someone asks for something I am always willing to give. This is bad in relationship because my exes think they can treat me like crap and I will let them. My ex actually told me at the beginning of our relationship he thought if he cheated on my that I would take him back, then 6 months ago he did just that and then dumped me for the girl and when that didn't work he came back to me for sex. I have been letting him do this because I have so much difficulty to say no to him. Worst thing is, whenever I try to stand my ground and kick him to the curb he doesn't take me seriously.
I would be more confident. For most of my life I've felt held back by my shyness and it's kept me from doing things that I might have enjoyed. If I were confidant I wouldn't need to worry about my physical appearance. I would be going out more which would help me lose weight and for things like acne I doubt I would care as much.