I don't want to but i. m kinda isolated and lonely and she probably knows that.
Some day, baby Some time soonHe will learn to suffer He will learn to lose
No, that's like chewie grabbing most obvious bait for a trap
Well then I guess you'll never know?And is that her boob or her leg? Holy hell.
That's a boob, yesShe said the relationship was over, that she went off birth control on purpose to conceive our daughter. She dated someone right after, yet she's the one who cries when our paths cross. So directly asking is out of the question when you're dealing with the above.
Geesh.I'm not a doctor but it's my guess that she's mentally ill.
You gift of understatement? Yes, very much so. I can't count the axis 1 diagnoses, borderline on axis 2... I can keep going, but that would be mean. Long story short; Freud was right, I'm an idiot, and history repeats itself yet again.
You can do better.
If I don't succumb to my own stupidity first 😂😲😂
Then don't be stupid.
You... Don't know me well, do you 😂
Think I'm losing my mind
No, I am
That's not good. Maybe you should see a doctor.
I've think I know why other people are happy : they're delusional. Maybe if I loosen up the grip on my own sanity, or let it slip through my fingers like sand.
So, apparently I'm on the verge of a breakthrough and its causing a breakdown
What is happiness anyway? The pursuit of pleasure, wealth, friends, love? Or is it helping others, making a difference in the world? Or just being alone? Enjoying nature? Your definition of happiness may vary from others. Your happiness, unlike with many, may need to come from looking outside of yourself. By focusing on things that aren't self centered. i. e volunteering. Expanding your horizons. A change of scenery. If you can't find happiness or at least a degree of contentment in anything then this is likely a medical problem.
It's easy to think people who are happy are delusional but I think their ideal of happiness just greatly differs from your own.
It comes from a deep rooted need to form a meaningful connection and being unable to do so. And after running away from it for 25 years I think I tripped the self destruct sequence
You know there are better people to find connections with right?
... Its the inability to do so in the first place that gets me into trouble. Sure, there may be better people for me to associate with, but that's if I were capable of doing so in the first place. Its like saying I could do better. Yes, if the circumstances were different. Like when I start telling myself I could have done something years ago- its not necessarilly true, may not have been ready or capable at that time. As is now I may not be ready or capable.
And yes, I have a severe serotonin deficiency. Medication only does so much
I saw her today for a minute after visitation and she asked me, simply, "why"My life seems to be written to be narrated by Leonard Cohen and sound tracked to The Birthday Massacre
I wouldn't mind my life being narrated by Leonard Cohen.I hate it when people answer a question with a question.
Trust me, it gets old after a decade
I did end up calling DCF on her ass
Ignore definitely if everyone hasn't already suggested. She knows what's she doing. Don't let her get the best of you or change you. Good luck bro
Scroll Down to Read Other Opinions
Yes, but there is too much anxiety between the two of us and too many compatability issues
Her specialty is emotional ensnarement, so 😆
To be that guy. Crossing shit off the bucket list 😂😂
I hate having hurt someone
Someone is always going to be hurt when you break up
Noooooo... I thought acromony was for the weak 😂😂😂
Or other tangents
And mother of my child. And I need to get laid and I know she misses me 😂😂
Makes no sense to me.
Probably... But in the immortal words of admeral akbar "it's a trap! "