Girlfriend of 5 years ghosted me after I was verbally an asshole for past 6 months due to drinking. I got sober... is there a chance?

Broken1bad

Long story short my girlfriend. And I have been together for 5 years. And we absolutely loved each other, we also talked about marriage. And she moved in with me. 6 and a 1/2 months ago. My mother had a stroke. And I temporarily moved back into her house and things went down from there. I started drinking all day every day as I was very depressed and I was also injured as well. And I started being an asshole to my ex Girlfriend and just didn't care anymore. And I think verbally an asshole telling her to leave and so forth when I was drinking but I don't remember. 6 weeks ago I had a feeling and went to my house. She came home from work and took everything she owned from the house was gone.. down to a few pots and pans. She hasn't talked to me since and i've tried to get a hold of her.. she hasn't blocked me via phone, and she still follows my instagram and she also has a few things Of mine and one of my pew pews that I let her carry. I see her liking things on Instagram That pertain to closing the door and you're better off without him. And you're a strong person for moving on with yourself. but I know she's actually hurting and I know she does love me because she wouldn't hurt as much if she didn't. is there still a chance for us? And should I just go no contact? As i've tried to reach out to her as late as last week. Also a week after she goes to me. I went to rehab for 32 days and became sober. I'm starting to change my ways. Because I love her and realized I was such an asshole. To not only her, but other people. I'm honestly changing 100%. But judging by her instagram likes she doesn't believe me or doesn't want to. What do I do? I honestly love this woman. I will do anything for her. we r in our 40s..

Her brother who she listens to is surely telling her to steer clear and let go...

Girlfriend of 5 years ghosted me after I was verbally an asshole for past 6 months due to drinking. I got sober... is there a chance?
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