Furthermore, she has literally done everything in bed. Our communication is great so we talk a lot about what we have and haven't done. She's done it all whereas I have done nothing. So when we try stuff for the first time it feels special for me, but deep down I know it isn't special for her, because she's done it before.
It really bothers me. I know she likes me and on multiple occasions she's said "You're the one", but because I haven't had that many sexual partners I just want to live a little before I start to settle down. It's getting to the point now where I don't feel like I can do it anymore and put myself through it every day. I literally think about it all the time when I'm not with her, but when I'm with her I just can't bring myself to talk to her about it. We have spoken about it briefly in the past and she says it's really upset her because she feels like she's letting me down. I know people say the past is in the past but we're just at different life stages (right girl, wrong time). Thoughts?
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