My boyfriend and I met over DoULike 5 months ago, we were generally very open to each other and we promised each other we would stay faithful. Sadly, lately, I have been feeling like he is lying to me and of course, I had to check it out to see whether my feeling was true. A week ago he woke up early to go to work and I was still half asleep waiting for him to leave to check on his PC and see what he was doing late at night when I was sleeping. What I found shocked me and I have been having issues since then. His browsing history revealed how he still updates his dating profiles on various online dating websites like Backlist24. com and how he might actually have a side chick. I did not investigate further than this, because I feel like I will reveal even more about it and I think it might break me entirely. I want to talk this through with him, but how do I explain how I found out about it? How do I explain how I feel and why I went through his browsing history? I am afraid to lose him, but at the same time, I hate that he might lie to me.