I completely wasted my 20s in my almost every term. My 20s was no career, depression, balding, no relationship experience (only short term relationship and same ONS), delaying everything etc.
When I was 29 years old I finally get my master degree, get my hair transplant and find a career job (which I hated). Now I am 32 years old, after 3 years I fiinally quit my job (I wasn't fired, I was somehow forced to leave, which I am thankful for) which I hated and I don't have backup plan and I also don't want to work in my industry. I have 2 months to find another job, but I have no plan and no skills, I wish I will some some luck, otherwise I will be forcec to come back to my parents/hometown, which is in another part of my country.
I also plan second hair transplant for November (I need to fill another empty area and fix the first one), there is little progress after first, but it's still far from perfect and I'm afraid it limits my dating prospects. No, shaving is not an option for my weird shape of head.
I also have many passive interests, but not active hobbies, talents and skills (I can't even cook anything, I just order food or eat in the city) and all these things are probably turn off for girls (even if their interests are usually "netflix and chill"). Now it slooowly is changing, because I start to produce music (beatmaking), thinking about creating new clothes/band and try to write scenarios/character). But I just started at 32 and I hate myself but I should do it 10 years ago.
I resign with dating, because probably I have nothing to offert to girls (which are too picky nowadays) and I am qutie picky (I don't have any list, but I need to be physically/sexually attracted to them, I can't force myself to someone, because "she is good girl and she wants to settle with me"), but I am still dreaming about lovely relationship, but I need to start experiencing those things right, not when I will be ready for it in my 40s).
So am I doomed? Shoud I already give up?
When I was 29 years old I finally get my master degree, get my hair transplant and find a career job (which I hated). Now I am 32 years old, after 3 years I fiinally quit my job (I wasn't fired, I was somehow forced to leave, which I am thankful for) which I hated and I don't have backup plan and I also don't want to work in my industry. I have 2 months to find another job, but I have no plan and no skills, I wish I will some some luck, otherwise I will be forcec to come back to my parents/hometown, which is in another part of my country.
I also plan second hair transplant for November (I need to fill another empty area and fix the first one), there is little progress after first, but it's still far from perfect and I'm afraid it limits my dating prospects. No, shaving is not an option for my weird shape of head.
I also have many passive interests, but not active hobbies, talents and skills (I can't even cook anything, I just order food or eat in the city) and all these things are probably turn off for girls (even if their interests are usually "netflix and chill"). Now it slooowly is changing, because I start to produce music (beatmaking), thinking about creating new clothes/band and try to write scenarios/character). But I just started at 32 and I hate myself but I should do it 10 years ago.
I resign with dating, because probably I have nothing to offert to girls (which are too picky nowadays) and I am qutie picky (I don't have any list, but I need to be physically/sexually attracted to them, I can't force myself to someone, because "she is good girl and she wants to settle with me"), but I am still dreaming about lovely relationship, but I need to start experiencing those things right, not when I will be ready for it in my 40s).
So am I doomed? Shoud I already give up?
