I am the something wrong with me even know I tried to get help. my mum never helps at all. yet she always coming in. I always stress and annoyed. my moods hasn't change at all. still feel sad and angry even tried going outside for walk and nothing. tried to go youth club and still nothing. I can't even find any guys attractive or guys that doesn't have a girlfriend. one guy has a girlfriend in youth club so he is out of the pic anywhere. I kind of knew. yep i even tried going into real life word to find guy and still fucking nothing ever happen to I. I do not want to talk anyone there. seem to be loud people there. I do not like loud noise. already has taken time for myself. I even went to Psychology area of NHS. I always had problem that i getting overset or not having boyfriend but really want to have but not even happening at all. not in real life. not online. if you kept saying tried real life. i already did more then once and nothing. other guys that always complement are guys that mainstream and one said I am more attracted them my older sister. when I was out at the park. now i am feel i am going to go crazy and always be. yes I also on birth control pill for extreme moods swing and heavy period and irregular periods that before i got on birth control pill.
What I am doing so wrong that I can't even find a decant man that I am attracted and always seem to be guys compliment on my looks and I not i?
