What I am doing so wrong that I can't even find a decant man that I am attracted and always seem to be guys compliment on my looks and I not i?

[Splatzonelover1]

I am the something wrong with me even know I tried to get help. my mum never helps at all. yet she always coming in. I always stress and annoyed. my moods hasn't change at all. still feel sad and angry even tried going outside for walk and nothing. tried to go youth club and still nothing. I can't even find any guys attractive or guys that doesn't have a girlfriend. one guy has a girlfriend in youth club so he is out of the pic anywhere. I kind of knew. yep i even tried going into real life word to find guy and still fucking nothing ever happen to I. I do not want to talk anyone there. seem to be loud people there. I do not like loud noise. already has taken time for myself. I even went to Psychology area of NHS. I always had problem that i getting overset or not having boyfriend but really want to have but not even happening at all. not in real life. not online. if you kept saying tried real life. i already did more then once and nothing. other guys that always complement are guys that mainstream and one said I am more attracted them my older sister. when I was out at the park. now i am feel i am going to go crazy and always be. yes I also on birth control pill for extreme moods swing and heavy period and irregular periods that before i got on birth control pill.

[ZDoes]

My dear, the unpleasant answer is: sometimes it just takes a while. There were periods in my life where I was painfully single. They lasted for 2 or even 3 years. The only piece of advice I can give you is to be your best self in everything you do. Be who you want to become as best you can. There's a saying "fake it, till you make it." What that means is to behave or act like an actor in a movie. The roll you're playing is the best version of you. Even if you have to pretend, and trust me, some days pretending is the best we can do. That happens to all of us. Be patient, be persistent. You'll get there

[Splatzonelover1]

That what I always be doing and it called masking. Never seem to fit. I hate couples hate mum and hate my some of my family. My ex boyfriend tried to ask me out even know he did cheated. U just feel want to die.

[Splatzonelover1]

I want to die

[ZDoes]

Sweetie if your feeling like that you need to call your local crisis line. Like right away, and talk to a professional counselor. That would be a very good thing for you to do. Especially since I can't continue to talk. I've got to get back to work. Please, call your local crisis line.

[Splatzonelover1]

already tried that

[CoolGuy7532]

Maybe you should focus for a while on your hobbies and relax.

[Splatzonelover1]

I already being doing this too and nothing has made me happy.

[CoolGuy7532]

I've been single for eight years and I'm okay. You could try making new friends. One of the new friends might introduce you to a nice guy. You never know.

[Splatzonelover1]

already tried making new friends

[Slayerrrrrrr]

You focus too much on your looks and have forgotten about having a personality

[Splatzonelover1]

I didn't mention anything about looks just height that i never will be attracted to tall guys that has ugly personality