it has ruined my life knowing everyday that the guy I'm in love with uses me for sex.
he's so manipulative and when I say he can't come round, he won't take no for an answer.
Everyone thinks its my fault for being a doormat, but no one understands how controlling and manipulative he is when he wants something.
Plus, we do get on and have a laugh together and a lot to talk about, and therefore in the moment I feel he doesn't just see me as a sex object. But I know he does and it hurts. It makes me so depressed and has had a very serious impact on my mental health. I have very low self esteem and I just want to cry all the time. I feel ill never ever be good enough for anyone to invest in.
he's so manipulative and when I say he can't come round, he won't take no for an answer.
Everyone thinks its my fault for being a doormat, but no one understands how controlling and manipulative he is when he wants something.
Plus, we do get on and have a laugh together and a lot to talk about, and therefore in the moment I feel he doesn't just see me as a sex object. But I know he does and it hurts. It makes me so depressed and has had a very serious impact on my mental health. I have very low self esteem and I just want to cry all the time. I feel ill never ever be good enough for anyone to invest in.
