My message:
I was demeaning in my response to you, which was a step too far for me.
I do not wish to react or behave as someone I am not.
In my outrage of anger, I wanted you to feel bad for your actions, and convince you that what you was doing was wrong, and wrong for so many reasons.
I wanted you to feel my devastation and anguish. However, a big part of me believes you don't acknowledge the part you played in this and so my efforts are truly futile.
I sympathise that you are unable too, or are infact unwilling to, communicate what it is you need and feel. I do not wish to analyse or unravel the reasons behind that. But I do know how difficult that can be. As I always thought, it is something that gets easier with more practice. And the most uncomfortable conversations are infact the most important and most telling
Desite everything, I have no ill intent. I do not wish to continue the confrontation.
I do not regret how I feel, but I do regret how I responded because I was unable to contain my hurt
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