I find it hard to flirt since I'm so shy to even talk to them so I make no progress so I just stopped when I was 22 and just thought it won't happen.
I can't stop thinking that this is it , this is what my life is , go to work and go home so it's really depressing me. Pretty sure my parents think I'm gay as I haven't brought anyone home but my brothers have and they have their own families beginning.
I just want the same thing.
If a women had an issue about the whole thing I don't know how I could cope.
Am I overthinking the whole thing.