Is there something wrong with me that I’m not in a relationship?

Right now I feel lonely and I’m questioning if I REALLY want a relationship or not.

I’m thinking how I see men in public and how I see myself.

I’ve never seen a guy in public that drew me to him. I just see guys with girlfriends or a guy with his group of friends and I think I’m this unattractive or invisible girl that just wants to buy a item that will hopefully make my day better.
Is there something wrong with me that I’m not in a relationship?
I also think guys just want attractive/nice girls. Something I’m obviously not. I’m not attractive and I’m not nice. I’m fair. I don’t like putting up a fake front and pretending to be nice to land a guy.

I just want someone to mesh with my personality. Which is hard to find.

I also have this routine (from being single too long). That I like everything clean and I want my space.
Is there something wrong with me that I’m not in a relationship?
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