I'm posting this again with an update cuz im really hurting and still not understanding what I did wrong.
My boyfriend wanted me to come over & cook for him & I agreed. I usually do it. But when I was going to cook downstairs all his friends were there whom he lives with. The problem is I told him I dont feel comfory & I feel awkward when's there's so many guys & I'm the only girl. Now me & his friends get along very well. I was uncomfortable cuz im diabetic I had a low sugar attack and with low sugars I make mistakes and I didn't want to infront of his friends cuz he points them out it's embarrassing.
I told my boyfriend I will cook for him but I feel awkward and don't want to go to thr common area cuz all his friends are there. Instead of acknowledging my feelings, my boyfriend said I can leave if I don't want to come down and cook for him. Now he's pretending everything ok and it's hurting me cuz his ego is bigger then an apology and in all fights he says it's my fault never his. He called to ask if im ok but I really don't want to speak and he thinks I'll give in like I have been. I'm afraid it'll drift us and I feel like he won't care considering he broke up for stupid reasons previously and not owned up to his crap im torn. Instead of an apology he told me to ignore it and lied he didn't do anything. The fact that he's lying to me face is even more frustrating. It's small things but an apology is very needed cuz he continuously disrespectful to me
My boyfriend wanted me to come over & cook for him & I agreed. I usually do it. But when I was going to cook downstairs all his friends were there whom he lives with. The problem is I told him I dont feel comfory & I feel awkward when's there's so many guys & I'm the only girl. Now me & his friends get along very well. I was uncomfortable cuz im diabetic I had a low sugar attack and with low sugars I make mistakes and I didn't want to infront of his friends cuz he points them out it's embarrassing.
I told my boyfriend I will cook for him but I feel awkward and don't want to go to thr common area cuz all his friends are there. Instead of acknowledging my feelings, my boyfriend said I can leave if I don't want to come down and cook for him. Now he's pretending everything ok and it's hurting me cuz his ego is bigger then an apology and in all fights he says it's my fault never his. He called to ask if im ok but I really don't want to speak and he thinks I'll give in like I have been. I'm afraid it'll drift us and I feel like he won't care considering he broke up for stupid reasons previously and not owned up to his crap im torn. Instead of an apology he told me to ignore it and lied he didn't do anything. The fact that he's lying to me face is even more frustrating. It's small things but an apology is very needed cuz he continuously disrespectful to me
