I'm tired to seek friends, partner and connections... has someone had same similar ever?

[n8765]

Since... a few couple years ago-4 ... I think.. my life, me like human , and me as a girl, my mind, and soul got damaged, worse and worse

Now, I don't have no one

After I felt being used and I was used

After I gave many resources

After I wasted all my time

After I fell like a human , and I don't know how much is my fault

From all it, the lesson was, everyone is indifferent.. they will be there for you just once, or more if you offer something..

And everyone tend to lie just to not say you not fit them totally, but you fit only to take advantage

Anyway, sorry if sound drama
But this is my current situation and conclusions

[Effably]

Sure. I can agree. But I have always viewed people's selfish desires involving me to be flattering. From there I choose which of them i like.

Someone looking to use me for convenience? Not worth the effort.

Someone desiring me because of how I make them feel and who they are around me? It is still selfish but I can appreciate it.

It is easy to see the whole world as an exchange of benefits. And to grow apathetic because of it. Most people are not looking to be parasitic but rather symbiotic though. While they do intend to use you, they themselves want to be used in turn.

Whether you view them wanting to desire and be desired by you as selfish or loving is up to you. It really is just perspective. As simple as this is to write I would advice you to choose whichever answer makes you more happy. Gray-scales or rose-tinted glasses make no difference if you can still call things what they are. So choose something you like.

[Anonymous]

It's possible you're missing the benefits, guidance, protection and discernment that comes from acknowledging your creator and inviting His kingdom into your life. Without this we are open to attack much more, miss out on our birth rights of prosperity, protection and activation of the Holy Spirit. You no doubt feel a void. Often that is simply us forgetting where we come from, that we are more than flesh, and that we are never alone.

[melanieeeB]

Sure, everyone has their down times but you shouldn't stay there. It's time for you to stand up again.
Just cause you had a few bad experiences with people lying or using you, doesn't mean all humans are like that. Meet new people and try to find the good connections. That's life. You get back up again and go out there again. Sure you will probably get lied to again but it's more important how you deal with it and you being strong enough to get through that.
You will also meet great new people and have some great life experiences with them and maybe 1-2 will stay for longer but yeah not everything or everyone is forever and that's cool too. Enjoy life

[SnowedIn]

I've had down times, yes, but in answer to your question, no, haven't felt similar to that.

[Stevefiveo]

It sucks. There is someone out there.