I don't know what to do , help me?

I'm having some issues with depression, and my old man thinks that I ain't happy and that isn't true at all... I mean I get high allways have its all I know and he thinks I do drugs to replace reality and that ain't true. It helps me get by ever since I lost my babies. I am just a fuckin drug addict piece of shiy
I don't know what to do , help me?
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