What to do? I think I overreacted?

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My mom and I currently share a car, so the car went into the shop to have it worked on and I was planning on driving down to see my boyfriend. We've been together over a year at this point. Long story short I got a rental car, and I was planning to drive to him. Then he sends a video off pornhub to me of a girl dancing in a towel, and she got fully naked. And beautiful, and I'm plus size and deal with self esteem. Then I told I'm it made me uncomfortable and sent me another video of a liveleak of someone getting their h3ad sh-0t off. Made me even more disgusted. He found it funny
We only see each other every weekend, and he basically told me not to come down.

Why didn't he tell me to come down to him so we could talk it out? That hurt so bad. So I ended things.

I know I'll probably never find anyone else, but I've tried with relationships. I never have luck. When I first met him I thought he was different.
What to do? I think I overreacted?
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