So long story short, i had a drug induced psychotic episode three years ago from šand there was this guy that I was in love with during this time. Prior to that we had talked for nearly four years and we never saw eachother in person we only sent pictures and dirty talked. He would always say heās too busy with work.
Fast forward to now and Iām in a relationship with a guy that has no idea that Iām still thinking about this person and I would occasionally check his profile to see that he had a new girlfriend until i recently blocked him out of guilt and wanting to move on.
Obviously when that all went down he had no idea what was wrong with me and definitely thought I was nuts. So I told him to block me if he didnāt want to talk anymore which he did.
My question isā¦ why am I still thinking about him like this and should I tell my boyfriend. I donāt think he wants anything to do with me but thereās a feeling I have thatās like I need to date around and make sure before I continue dating the current person Iām with.
It doesnāt help that my current relationship our sex life has been nonexistent.
Pls help.
Fast forward to now and Iām in a relationship with a guy that has no idea that Iām still thinking about this person and I would occasionally check his profile to see that he had a new girlfriend until i recently blocked him out of guilt and wanting to move on.
Obviously when that all went down he had no idea what was wrong with me and definitely thought I was nuts. So I told him to block me if he didnāt want to talk anymore which he did.
My question isā¦ why am I still thinking about him like this and should I tell my boyfriend. I donāt think he wants anything to do with me but thereās a feeling I have thatās like I need to date around and make sure before I continue dating the current person Iām with.
It doesnāt help that my current relationship our sex life has been nonexistent.
Pls help.
