Should I just let it go with the guy I thought was the one?

I was talking to this guy from an app and we had our first date, he immediately asked me for a second but got really sick and kept my updated, we were talking consistently, and right before I left for a big trip he told me he promised we’d meet again.

I got back and before I left sent a couple texts saying couldn’t wait to see him, there were a couple before, I didn’t think anything of it that I didn’t get a response because I was away for a full month, when I got back over the span of 3 weeks I sent 5 other texts and the final basically said I understand he’s going through mental health stuff but when he’s ready I’m here. I just was super surprised and didn’t factor in the fact this was gonna happen.

I’m wondering if in a few weeks if I still don’t hear back if I can send this:

Hey, I know we haven’t talked in a while, and I’m sorry for all the messages—I realize it’s been a lot, more than I’ve ever sent to anyone haha. I had just gotten back from Europe after a month and didn’t realize you might have needed more time. And I know you said you wanted to reach out. I really enjoyed meeting you, and if you ever want to talk about things, I’m here. I’d still love that second meet. I know how rare connections connections can be, and you’re lucky to find only a few. I wish I’d been more considerate of what you were going through, and I feel really bad about it, it’s been on my mind since I got back last month. If you feel up to it, and I know there’s a chance I won’t hear from you, let me know when and where, and I’ll be there. I promise I won’t send this many texts again, but I felt like I needed to say this lol I think about that night we met sometimes. It was great night.

Should I just let it go with the guy I thought was the one?
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