Can you understand this as I feel dumb?

Anonymous

so in high school my brother was an overachiever who got better grades on everyone else in the school. Then when I joined the school everyone expected me to be like him. I never liked school and I found it hard to concentrate so I fell behind. I also suffered from an eating disorder and anxiety for most of middle school and high school so I fell behind and when the teacher would ask me questions I would get so anxious that I would say the first thing that came to my head and often I was wrong. I couldnt think under pressure. I started to be known as the stupid sibling and I was taunted a lot and called horrible names and I really believed I was dumb. I fell into a deep depression in high school but I was still always in higher level classes with the brightest in the year and I hung around with the smart kids. My school councellor and Sports teacher told me seperately that I was very bright. My English teacher told me I could do very well except I was too lazy. Would you consider me to be bright as I feel dumb because of the conflicting comments I received in my life.

Can you understand this as I feel dumb?
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