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Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle

1- Hell no it's not that PINKY

here when a girl is born, it's like they wrote in your front DAMNED/CURSED for your last days

I speak for me, I never remembered mom telling she was happy about having me neither my young sister.

when a girl is born in a similar family her name will be Slave, since young age we would clean up and cook, and there is school homework cleaning the house, going to the market, serving the older or young brothers... a typical slave.

if you want something you have to fight for it, like going to school if you don't fight your whole CLAN OF BROTHERS AND GET HIT FOR RISING YOUR WISH AND SAYING IT IS MY RIGHT YOU WOULD GET HIT BRUTALLY. SO GOOD LUCK IF YOU ARE A COWARD AND DO NOT HAVE COURAGE THE FACE PEOPLE LIKE THIS.

it wasn't so pinky for me neither for my sister..

Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle

2- No right No voice for a girl

I remember when I tried for the first time to protect my little sister from getting hit by my older brother she was 5 years old and the reason, she wanted to wear a knee skirt, I got hit too because this is the F law, Mom didn't stand for us, she said you deserve it, you have to obey your brothers otherwise your going to be WH***, woow sorry Freaking family didn't know to ask just small things will make us futur wh***.

as a girl in a similar family you have to fight for the smallest things if you want to wear a simple baggy jean you have to fight for it, otherwise you will lose your right and voice.

there is no need to say NO you end up beat up like nothing, if the MEN of the family decided something for you, scream yell your voice will be immediatly muted.

AS A GIRL YOU HAVE NO RIGHT NO VOICE YOU ARE CHAINED TILL YOU REACH YOUR GRAVE.

Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle

3- NO HOUSE CHORES = NO FOOD

simple and easy YOU CLEAN AND YOU SERVICE YOUR BROTHERS LIKE A SLAVE

your mother will reward you with a plate of food(8 spoons smashed potaoto and small piece of meat, or macaroni with butter and milk)

if you don't you won't have any food, and you get beat up for disobeying them and saying no

I remember it happened to me to my young sister we slept several times as kids with empty stomach crying from hungriness...

there are times where we see mom and everyone eating and we watched eat while we have drolls

Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle

4- Mom was the worst

I hate saying that but it's true, it's because of her education we suffered that I lost my sister and our father

I hate to accept that fact, mom was the reason I am in this world, and she didn't love me a bit

I hate saying that she wasn't a responsible mother, and saying that bringing us to the world me and my young sister was a mistake.

I hate saying when we used to come from school there will be no food at home we need to cook and clean if we want to eat

I hate that you never cheered me up, even when I graduated you weren't there neither any of you

I hate to say that you destroyed my life and I have to be always afraid of them and you

I hate that you are my mom.

Mom you should have never get married to dad because me and my young sister were are will always be like him open minded people that you call them wh***, non-believers....

Mom you never cared if we worked hard on school or no all you cared about the comfort for the boys and the easy life for them.

Mom you would give my brothers about 500 dollars a day sometimes for a week, while when we ask you about 1 dollar me and my young sister you will say no I have no money, while you used our money to make your sons happy.

Mom i would go to school with old trashy clothes and her with a ripped shoes on cold winter while your sons would have trandy and new clothes whenever they want...

Mom I'm a lesbian and if you know and they know i would be killed

Mom i wish I can say I hate you but i can't

i can't list what you put us through even now you are still making me live hell on earth

but you won the reward of worst mom...my body still got burning scars on it, i am living with fear of being raped again and that because of you DEAR MOM AND CHAOTIC BROTHERS

Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle

5- The big brothers = The biggest Fears

the definition of a big brother like mostly on the internet it's the protector the best friend and all the shitty things that goes with it...For it's hell ...

when I see those videos of big brothers on youtube how caring they are about their young sisters, I say how fake it is... and somehow i think it's not fake it makes me wondering why i am that unlucky to be stuck with people like this.

When we say no to mom she would say this" Just wait there I will call your brother, he will beat you till death and i won't move a finger"

I grow with this fear and I still fear them, I can't speak freely, I can't say what I think, i remmeber one time neighbor helped me to carry heavy groceries, once I reached home i was beat and i stayed in hospital for a week, mom said the doctor i did it to m

yself, so my brothers won't be ashamed by people...

if my brothers come to know I'm a lesbian I'll be dead.

They make choices for me, and I have to accept them, but before they force me to marry an old man, I'll run away somewhere when I can be really me, faraway from this F Retard society country and family.

Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle

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Being a Girl in My Family: My Daily Struggle
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