How can I convince my parents to not send me to a mental hospital?

redskulldangerzone64
I have severe mental problems and my life seems to get worse and worse to the point where I am just slowly waiting form death I really want to get life over with and I am just waiting to die I don't want to see 30. I really want to die and I make a lot of threats that I want to kill myself and I make a lot of threats when I have anxiety attacks like I want to kill people etc even though I don't mean it. I just don't see live as a fun thing to do. The odd thing is death somewhat scares me I wish I was immortal but I could choose to end my life. So once I get over my fear of death I will kill myself.
How can I convince my parents to not send me to a mental hospital?
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