Then again I used to tell the same jokes to people, some of my conversations were awkward (sometimes I just didn't know what else to say and would come up with random topics, wanted to fit in or was shy) and was unable to distinguish a real friend vs an acquaintance just being polite to not hurt me. One girl actually told me in private ''You're suffocating me''.
I believe my social skills improved as the years went back. I wasn't a natural. Can a woman ever have real bad social skills too?