Advice on how to get better?

[Anonymous]

Truth is , I don't find myself the smallest big pretty. I don't get compliments on how I look good on the day or that my eyes look pretty. I don't feel appreciated by anyone , especially my family. I feel that I don't deserve to be in this world and I feel that others see it that way too. Everytime I reach out for help the person I am talking to they will say "same" or "it will get better ".
But I honestly don't think it will , I've never felt so low but so numb at the same time.
I just need someone to listen and not judge , I need to feel like I can trust someone without having a worry that it will be said to someone else. I want to feel like I deserve to be here , because no matter how hard I work it doesn't feel like I'm enough. I should feel grateful to be here but I'm just living day to day. I should thank God that I wake up everyday , but I don't want to live like this. I've never felt so alone before. I just wish someone would notice and give me a hug instead of making me feel bad for hurting. I don't want to die but I also don't want to live like this. I know that if I had to tell someone I'm hurting they would tell me I'm too young to feel this way and that I don't know what real work is , which I've been told before.
I'm just so tired...

[DannyUk2017]

You're not the only one in this situation, trust me, we are lots of us like you, but we learn to cope with it! And i'm sure ure pretty just the way you are, stop listening to most people as you might become dependant of them, like they will dictate ur life, which is not how a life/relationship would be! Let the person next to you to judge you, not the people "around" you.

[BarryLiverstone]

What is big pretty?

[Asker]

Bit*

[BarryLiverstone]

Ohh, typo. I make those. You can follow me if you want someone to listen and not judge

[BarryLiverstone]

Hugs!