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I feel like my step dad hates me and it’s awkward?

I’m 20 years old and I just dropped out of uni because it wasn’t for me and I didn’t wanna spend anymore money on second year if I’m not passionate so I’m applying for jobs. So I recently moved home in like June although I’ve finished my first year now which finished in August since I may as well. I’m looking for jobs and obviously I’m living at home since I don’t have enough money at this age for my own house.

I live with my mum and step dad like most people my age here live with they’re parents. But I just feel like my step dad hates me, I always sense energy and I can just feel that I just annoy him? He always has a tone and I can always sense he’s just mad about something constantly and I feel awkward walking around the house.

my toilet broke today since it’s like 20 years old and I can just sense he’s mad about it and walked into my room with a tone saying ‘why is there this disgusting noise’ and swearing. I didn’t realise the toilet had broke I’m not good with toilets.

do I tell my mom or does this make things awkward I just feel like a child explaining that. I’m just very sensitive. I always offer to help round the house and they always say no and I’ll clean and pay and do my part. Am I being dramatic here? I would move with my nan or dad but I’d just miss my mom and the dogs I have here and my mom would be offended to move in with him.

he's not my dad so I know I’m probably just annoying.

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I don’t destroy the house or break anything i’m as quiet as anything, I never have my friends round and I just stay to myself
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They also don’t allow me to drink in the house which I respect and don’t do but I am 20 so I don’t see the big issue
I feel like my step dad hates me and it’s awkward?
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