I met this girl on another forum and we've been talking for almost 2 years now. We've had many moments where we connected deeply, we shared our deepest pains and fears and private thoughts.
But recently, misunderstandings and disagreements has soured our relationship, and over this period of about a month she has blocked and unblocked me 4 times, she would block me and apologise for misunderstanding me within the next few days. First time she did, she said because she doesn't have any friends irl, she doesn't understand how friendship works so it's on her, and the last time she did was because she started this debate about human nature, whether humans are born good or evil, and when I told her that I believe that humans are inherently good she then asked me what about the good people who have weak boundaries and let other people do bad things to them, are they good or evil? After I replied that they're just a good person who became a victim to evil person, she concluded that I'm evil (?)
I'm aware that she has mental problems from tough past, but still, it's very hard for me to not see this as a betrayal because I've told her again and again that I've been blocked by online friends multiple times, and each time it happened it hurt so bad. And yet she keep doing this to me.
Tbh, it's not about the pain from being blocked, it's the fact that she doesn't honor our memories. Those times where we actually did touch each other's lives positively, did she just throw them out the window the moment we had a slight philosophical disagreement? It feels really lonely because everytime someone cut me off I feel like I'm the only one who still look back to the past where we spent all the good times together, whereas for them they just move on as if those didn't happen.
Please help me make sense out of this. What kind of mental issues would cause this kind of behaviour? And is the said mental issue a valid excuse for this?
Thanks for taking the time to read or reply!
