Is how I feel valid?

[Anonymous]

I used to go to sleep every night hungry when I was 16 because I thought that I was fat since that’s what my grandma told me. But for the past 3 years now I have been eating what I feel like eating because for the first time I am free and able to buy stuff. I know that I have gained weight (I am 5’1 and 165 pounds) and I wish that I didn’t but at the same time I don’t care anymore about looking good because people always judge me and I am always the target wherever I go because I am very shy. I know it’s bad that I go out to restaurants that I like and eat sweets but I just want to be free and happy and live a comfortable life.

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+1 y

I used to cry whenever people called me fat but now I have become numb to it. I just want to be happy and eat the stuff that I like. I don’t eat excessively either but I don’t work out so that’s why I gain weight

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+1 y

My thoughts are what’s the point of looking good if people are always going to judge me?

[Wise4myage]

You just need to apply some self discipline to your diet and learn to control the foods that are bad for you. Do this for yourself, and not other people. You can still eat what you like, your just gonna have to learn to do it in moderation. I suggest you get yourself on a diet and exercise program.

[LazerBean]

Not really. Being obese is unhealthy regardless of the reasoning behind it

[Asker]

I’m not the obese that you’re thinking of. I’m slightly chubby

[Asker]

I’m chubby with wide hips, thick legs, big breasts, wide shoulders, and thick/kinda thick arms

[Asker]

I seem to accumulate a lot of back fat though