This isn't anything of major seriousness but I've recently I've been having dreams at night but im pregnant or im looking after my future babies with my boyfriend and we are both fantastic parents and really happy.
I've been living with my boyfriend for over a year and a half and I can't drive so I don't get to see my family very often. It takes half a hour in the car and a hour and half on the bus.
Until recently we were living with his family so when my boyfriend was at work at least I had someone to talk to still but we've recently moved into are own place and we are really happy but my boyfriend is always working when I'm off and I'm always working when he's off. We do get sometime together but it's rare we get a day together.
I have friends but there a little younger then me or not as mature or independent as I am. In always the mum in the group.
I sometimes feel so lonely. I just want a little person to love and take care of, give lots of cuddles. Babies are so cute but annoying at the same time. Sometimes I see babies clothes in the shops and they are so dam cute and it makes me want a little babie even more.
I've told my boyfriend we can't have a babie until he marries me but he dosent seem to be any rush to put a ring on it
