This isn't a pitty story but as a teen I was never cool, I had no friends, I didn't get invited to parties, I failed at everything, I spent my lunch I'm the disabled toilets. I was pretty much treated like a freak due to the fact I had learning disabilities and was made a outcast.
I was so glad once I left school and started sixth form but even then I struggled to make friends as it was sixth form were I didn't know anyone and I was the only white kid. Over time I mixed in a little but I had no close friendships.
I got used to being invisible and a loner sometimes I actually enjoyed it but I always longed to have a big group of friends who all cared about me and enjoyed my company.
I work a regular job in a warehouse because I have no one it's saved me a lot of money compared to others my age so I have my own town house.
My work hires a lot of students and they all assume because I look young but I'm a student too and I'm the same age as them if not younger. I'm actually 25 I feel like I'm in that flim "never been kissed before" I've never said I was a student or that I was not 25 they've just not dug that deep yet.
They all assume I have rich parents and that's why I live in a town house. They all think I'm super cool and want to be my friends and it feels so nice sometimes I could cry at the fact people like me for me and want me around. They invite me out on nights out and to parties.
I have hot 19 to 20 guys asking me out and texting me late at night which I just leave on read because I don't like younger guys like that. Which just drives them crazier.
I've all a sudden became miss popular at work and it's all very strange. I feel once they realise I'm older then them they might not think I'm cool anymore.
I know I'm only like 7 years older at most but to these young people age really matters.
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You don't have to lie about your age but you dont have to tell anyone either.
You don’t have to unless someone asks. But how do you know the guys are really 19 and 20?
Because they've mentioned uni/college to me and say stuff like "it's my 20th birthday tomorrow". Plus I've seen there IDs on nights out
Then they could have seen your Id
I pay more attention to these things then they do. I'm always more sober then them on nights out and end up being mum but they just think its because I'm the leader of the group not the fact I feel like I have to be responsible adult
When I was 19, I met someone in the computer lab and found out later she was 30. It happens in college
You mentioned you don’t like younger guys. Then I’m curious why are you going out with them?
Younger guys and younger girls. I don't like them romantically I like them just as friends they are fun to be around with but in a serious relationship with