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Can you ever get over grieving a loved one?

It's been 4 years my cousin died now and it still hurts when I think of him especially when big family events come along.

He was in his early 30s when he died from a blood clot that caused him to have a bleed on a the brain and a stroke. He was planning on marrying the love of his life but because of covid he had to postpone his wedding. He also has a son who was due to be 2 years old the week before he died.

I didn't get to say goodbye to him because of lock down or go to his funeral.

He was like a big brother to me and my sisters. I had a mental breakdown when he died as I was also being bullied at work at the same time and when noisy people at work heard he'd died because of the covid jab I got bullied even worse and called a anti vax when I kept his death private from them.

It's my oldest sisters wedding on Wednesday and I keep thinking he'd deserved to get married and see his son grow. It still hurts so much because he was so young and full of life. His death should have never happened but because of greedy politicians he died. I find people like Matt Hancock so difficult to forgive especially when he's trying make himself a celebrity now.

The government tried to cover up the ture nature of his death and made my family out to be crazy people. How does a perfectly healthy 30 year old die from a stroke a week after the covid jab and his sister who also went to get the jab with him now has to get checked for blood clots on the brain monthly and multiple people who had that jab that day either died or now have life changing medical issues and that doesn't have anything to do with the jab...

I sometimes sit on my bed and cry thinking about him. He deserves to be at my sisters wedding laughing with us and having fun. I thought we'd all grow old together and get to talk about the good old days together.

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He died in such a horrible, painful way as well. My auntie tells me he kept saying he was in pain and really cold before he died
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I think being back in my home town brings back a lot of emotions for me too from back when he died. I'm in my old bedroom were I screamed out crying when we got the call but he was dead. I drove past my old work were i was bullied. Everything hear reminds me of a horrible time I had that made me move away
Can you ever get over grieving a loved one?
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