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Crush on professor driving me nuts?

my mind can’t seem to realize that even if he may be attracted nada is gonna come out of it.
I've spoken on here about my interactions with him. The most recent interaction was a test i had with him
i was the last person to get my test and i had to go up to him to get it he tells me it’s personal and then said joking, after the test he tried to make a joke but i spoke about my writing and he said i make dumb jokes but you don’t laugh.
he was sharing the test results and told me i had to come to his office, he couldn’t see my handwriting even though he’s marked my test four times before. before going to his office i was squinting and smiling at him because im not dumb and he was rambling then he tells me do you ever wake up at three am and tell me to shut up?

as we were going to his office i told him i feel like you just wanted me in your office. in the office i remember looking out the window then i look back at him and his hands are covering his very red face except his eyes, i look down look back up and he’s running his hand through his hair a bit hard. I feel i keep trying to get him to say what’s going on. the one i did call him out. one time i told him i was coming to his office i waited after class then he asks if i have questions i say im supposed to come to your office he says “for what” i say my questions then as we were alone i told him oh you forgot i was supposed to come he said “i knew” THEN WHY did he say for what. so i asked him about it and he just said bs so when a student interrupts he said have a good day hope i answered your question i walk away without saying anything.
I eventually meet up with him to apologize and the meeting is very surface level he tells me he has something to do that he’s not offended before this he’s said he’ll never forget me and looked at me suggestively and more

HOW DO I GET OVER THIS MAN, like this is genuinely causing me emotional distress. if i go to the gym, read a book he creeps into my thoughts like i need help
Crush on professor driving me nuts?
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