But why do I miss him? I miss that we shared the same music tastes (very rare for a girl like me), I miss how he understood me the way no one else did (I can be complicated), and I miss that he was an aggressive guy (all the other guys who like me are very passive).
Worst of all? I keep feeling like he COULD have treated me a LOT better if he had chose to do so..and I know that he IS treating that girl he cheated on me with a LOT better (and it's killing me inside). Partially it makes me feel like it's my fault, because I didn't act the way that girl did - he told me we were complete opposites (ex: I'm care 2 much, she doesn't give a fk, I cry when I'm hurt, she never cries at all, I'm there for him, She cheated on him before.. )
He did so much wrong, but I still want him around and I don't know why! It's driving me crazy! Any suggestions as to why and how do I get over this? I don't want to miss this person who treated me so badly anymore!
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