I have been in a situationship with this girl for almost a year giving her nothing but space, compassion and respect when she needed it (especially in the end). About 3 months ago she called me and told me that she made a decision to stay with her boyfriend and work things out with him (whilst not telling him everything and telling me that it's not my problem when I called her out about not telling him everything).
She dropped that bomb on me and basically ran in a 10 min phone call. After that she proceeded by blocking me and 2 weeks later she sent me a text apologizing about the way she treated me. I texted her asking her if she could talk to me and refused. 2 weeks later she sends me a bible of a text and right after I read "My dearest, I crying every day for these past 5 weeks, not only did I lose my bestfriend but my" and then she proceeded to delete it. Couldn't even read the text which was like 20 paragraphs long.
No closure there either or explanation! 2-3 weeks after that I approached her at her work because I was a wreck and needed answers. We spoke cried and hugged for 2-3 hours. After a week when she was alone on vacation with her family she called me to tell me she missed me/ my voice and laying her head on my chest, telling me that it would fun with me over there and that I am a great man and that she would never lose me after the way I treated her so respectfully and mature even after she treated me like shit time and time again (whilst constantly blocking me and unblocking me without a valid reason because she was emotionally unstable, even after I made her promise to not doing it again). Few days later she calls again.
3 days after I call her to ask what those calls meant and she said if she would have known that I would ask that question she wouldn't have called. Basically became disgusted by it and got mad at me when i accidently saw her a few days after on the street. From being her biggest fan to looking at me with disgust! Wtf is this?