She sold me the world and wanted to choose me over her boyfriend and in the end still chose him. While calling me her dream man love of her life etc?

Juan92x

I have been in a situationship with this girl for almost a year giving her nothing but space, compassion and respect when she needed it (especially in the end). About 3 months ago she called me and told me that she made a decision to stay with her boyfriend and work things out with him (whilst not telling him everything and telling me that it's not my problem when I called her out about not telling him everything).

She dropped that bomb on me and basically ran in a 10 min phone call. After that she proceeded by blocking me and 2 weeks later she sent me a text apologizing about the way she treated me. I texted her asking her if she could talk to me and refused. 2 weeks later she sends me a bible of a text and right after I read "My dearest, I crying every day for these past 5 weeks, not only did I lose my bestfriend but my" and then she proceeded to delete it. Couldn't even read the text which was like 20 paragraphs long.

No closure there either or explanation! 2-3 weeks after that I approached her at her work because I was a wreck and needed answers. We spoke cried and hugged for 2-3 hours. After a week when she was alone on vacation with her family she called me to tell me she missed me/ my voice and laying her head on my chest, telling me that it would fun with me over there and that I am a great man and that she would never lose me after the way I treated her so respectfully and mature even after she treated me like shit time and time again (whilst constantly blocking me and unblocking me without a valid reason because she was emotionally unstable, even after I made her promise to not doing it again). Few days later she calls again.

3 days after I call her to ask what those calls meant and she said if she would have known that I would ask that question she wouldn't have called. Basically became disgusted by it and got mad at me when i accidently saw her a few days after on the street. From being her biggest fan to looking at me with disgust! Wtf is this?

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This all after everything that she said was indicating that she would end the relationship with him to continue with me. She even outright said that. I replied to her that she should take all the time she needs and process the relationship before we even do something. We both said that we never had a connection with this with anybody in our life's. She was extremely confused and conflicted. This all started happening a few months ago when she started feeling guilty.
She sold me the world and wanted to choose me over her boyfriend and in the end still chose him. While calling me her dream man love of her life etc?
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