My fiancé spanked me. Abuse or problem solver?

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So he is 32 and I'm 26. I don't consider myself the most mature person in the world because I kept my soul young and sometimes I do risky things.
Well yesterday I I went out with my friends and on the way back I crashed my car into a traffic light. I was a little intoxicated as well. I was too shocked and scared to drive again so I called him. He was crazy mad and when we got home we fought. He was yelling at me that something could've happend to me or others because of my stupid actions. I was drunk so I couldn't reason with him, especially because of his raised voice. I smashed a crystal vase of his mom throwing into his direction. He said:"Ok, that does it. I'm sorry but you need this."He dragged me to the sofa and he put me over his knee. I thought he was joking but then my skirt was flipped up and he spanked the crap out of me. He kept on hitting me and asking me why am I so reckless, do I have a death wish.. etc. I went from cursing him to telling him I was sorry and I'd never do it again. I really meant that. Now that I am sober I realise I was so wrong but in the same time his actions towards me worried me. I don't want to get married with a violent man.
My fiancé spanked me. Abuse or problem solver?
My fiancé spanked me. Abuse or problem solver?
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