Does my boyfriend even care about me anymore or even love me?

[yomei]

So I was giving my partner oral sex and he knows I don’t want to swallow because I’m breast feeding and I don’t want it to be in my milk so it’s pretty reasonable for me to ask him to give me a heads up and he normally does but this time he didn’t and he just came while I was deep throating him and I found that really horrible of him because he knows how I feel about it, then I told him I was upset he did that and he told me he had no idea I felt this way even though I tell him every single time and he had never done that before so he lied. Not only that but he doesn’t really pleasure me anymore and will only have sex with me once a week and I have to basically beg him 😩

[Morgador]

Next time he shoots a load in your mouth, pretend to swallow it and give him a big kiss and squirt it in his mouth. He won't disrespect you again like that. Couldn't tell you as to why he's not pleasing you. Ignore his ass. Start watching porn and masterbating infront of him. Even if you have to pretend make sure you moan and scream like never before when you cum. Then when he runs over with a hard on, tell him that your exhausted now and want to sleep

[Michael49]

Sounds to me like you are overthinking it a little. What he did is disrespectful and should be ashamed of himself for doing so. Seems like there is a communication problem between the two of you if he wasn't aware you didn't want to swallow

[shanesc30]

You need a better guy and surely someone else who could comfort you well and baby too.

[spartan55]

His cum can't get into your breast milk 😂😂😂... oh my...

[yomei]

Yes it can, anything you take into your body can go into your breast milk.

[spartan55]

Do a simple Google search, you're wrong. But let's pretend it's true for a second. 👌
Is there something toxic about his cum? Why would it be harmful at all?

[Zygum]

@yomei, better you consult doctor about conformation of this matter, whether sperm can contaminate your breast milk

[yomei]

@Zygum my mother is a doctor and she told me that anything you take into your body can make its way into your breast milk.

[yomei]

Nooo I’m not saying there’s anything toxic or harmful I just don’t want it to be in my breastmilk and my baby be drinking that it just doesn’t feel right to me. I had no problem swallowing when I wasn’t breastfeeding I would always swallow and he knows very well.

[spartan55]

This is the craziest shit I've heard in a while.