My crush blocked me?

Hello everyone
I did something really bad. I was texting my crush and while we were texting intimate stuff, I said (I am thinking of you kissing or hugging or raping me?) Please don't ask why I said that even me I don't know why ( i was half sleep, it was too late) then (I said i was joking ) he said (I won't risk it ) and blocked me. I created new account and sent him several apology messages, but he never reply. It has been 10 days. Is there any hope he will forgive me?

My crush blocked me?
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