There’s this sweet guy. He’s nice to talk to and very kind and funny but I see him as just that. A friend, nothing more. I don’t mind compliments. I appreciate them. I understand I’m not owed compliments so anytime I get them I say thank you but with him or guys in general who compliment me often, it overwhelms me. Especially after I let them know nicely that I’m not interested and they keep the compliments coming. Which they have a right too but as I said it overwhelms me because I never want to be mean and say “Hey. Stop with the compliments it’s too much. I said I don’t want you.” Like today the guy I’m referring to while we were at first having a normal conversation he stops, looks at me and then says “You’re just so attractive.” I awkwardly smiled because I’m not stuck up but I had to awkwardly smile because that’s exactly how I felt. Awkward, when he just stared at me and said it. I have let him down gently so many times and as far as I’m concerned that doesn’t stop us from communicating and having good talks/conversation and we have just that l but he always finds a way to sneak things like that in and it makes me feel all weird and embarrassed. Although, I don’t think he does it intentionally.
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Does this make me a bitch?
