Feel like i'm down on morale?

I tackle entrepreneur issues. As the saying goes it gets lonely at the top which is 1000% true. I don't have a like minded leader partner. I tackle things 10/10 on my own. As much as i force to keep the morale up, you do get pulled back down. For one i come from a dysfunctional family environment. I learnt to do things all on my own. All my friends are either married, hold full time jobs, some are in a foreign country pursuing degrees, others are just mommy's child E. g. "oh this is dangerous, that is dangerous, i can't go out after midnight, i don't drink, i can't chase my dreams my momma wants me to secure a degree, oh i can't ride motocross i can't break my arm". I push and pull myself back up no matter what the circumstances. Things are moving for the greater. But i don't know how much longer i can hold on to the bar. it's losing steam
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I've been doing it more than 2 years. I got everything you listed in me. Things are stable. No general business issues. But it's the deteriorating social circle
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Feel like i'm down on morale?
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