Ok so ever since I was a little kid, about 3 or 4, I've had terrible mood swings that were kind of on the extreme side. I would get angry and bite people, I would sometimes get very depressed for long periods of time over little things such as not getting any of the chips before they were all gone. Luckily, there were those great times of me feeling on top of the world where I would do crazy things, ie have a mud fight (I actually did this on multiple occasions). Now since I am 13, things have escalated quite a bit. I get so angry all the time, and when I'm not angry, I'm super happy or super depressed. Some things i do when i get really mad are pull my sister's hair, punch people or things, or just scream and cuss a lot. When I get depressed, I usually just want to be alone with my own thoughts, and so i can cry whenever i feel fit. Lastly, when i get really happy, i usually get more talkative and social. Sometimes i will even go out and kiss a boy or make a crazy decision to start going out with a guy I've only known for a few hours. Sometimes I can feel all three of these emotions at once. I can't explain it, it's not bad or good, it's just, ehh. Like I'll be happy that I'm out with my friends, but I'm almost crying because my bestfriend went to talk with someone else, and then I feel like punching someone in the face for telling me a joke that I should get but don't. It's really complicated and it impacts my social life in a negative way. I really hate myself and have thought more than once about suicide. The only thing that keeps me alive is my family. I'm not sure if I have anger issues or what but I really need help and I want to know if you have any ideas as to what is actually wrong with me. I really want to get some help because I hate who I am. Any and all help is appreciated, thank you!
My parents think I might be bipolar?
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