I have always loved MMA and will continue to develop in them and finish my dream, but recently my temper has got so bad. i hate this one chick and when ever i see here even though my eyes are open my vision will seriously go black, and i can't see anything its almost like im on atomatic drive and all i want to do is beat her up but i won't, and its been happening a lot lately i have been really messing up at my dojo and i was goofing around with my friend and acadanly fliped her because she said i could not take her down and again my vision went black even though my eyes were open, i am feeling a lot more fear lately i have an anxiety of people but lately its fighting as well, and i love fighting i can't ever stop, but why am i doing all of this and feeling like this and almost afriend of myself.
Why am I feeling afraid of myself and my feelings?
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