I swear that this is the whole truth and I honestly don't find any reason to make that up.
In Junior year I joined a private school and lost weight. I don't know why but I didn't complained, I reached 103lb I was very happy to be honest because my family found me beautiful.
In Senior year I started gaining weight without explication even though I joined the gym club. And over the years, including college I watched closely what I was eating, exercising but I kept gaining weight. I went to see a dietician because maybe I was doing something wrong after all I'm not an expert. I followed religiously the program, went to the appointments and was still gaining weight my doctor got really mad at me saying I was wasting her time because I was cheating. I eventually graduated and still gaining weight. I begged my parents to send me in a camp led by retired military. I was doing everything they told me to. At each weighing I had few pounds adding, the chef got extremely mad, raided my stuff and bed saying I was hiding food it was really traumatizing because I swear no I was in distress. They sent me home, the years gone by and I am still gaining weight, I am bullied by my family and when I became anorexic they cheered saying it was "healthy" but still no changes. My parents are very bothered by it and we searched everywhere for a solution and nothing come of it. I even saw a plastic surgeon to get a stomach reduction and liposuction he refused saying it was pointless because I would return to my bas habits. I swear I don't eat junk food, I exercise every day for 45 minutes and no results. I have no idea why or what is happening. The worst part is I can't get a job in finance (the field I studied) because of my physic, I applied everywhere and they look at me up and down process to the interview and I don't have any answer or if so it's because I can't be representing the company. I am desperate. I tried everything. Honestly. What can I do?
In Junior year I joined a private school and lost weight. I don't know why but I didn't complained, I reached 103lb I was very happy to be honest because my family found me beautiful.
In Senior year I started gaining weight without explication even though I joined the gym club. And over the years, including college I watched closely what I was eating, exercising but I kept gaining weight. I went to see a dietician because maybe I was doing something wrong after all I'm not an expert. I followed religiously the program, went to the appointments and was still gaining weight my doctor got really mad at me saying I was wasting her time because I was cheating. I eventually graduated and still gaining weight. I begged my parents to send me in a camp led by retired military. I was doing everything they told me to. At each weighing I had few pounds adding, the chef got extremely mad, raided my stuff and bed saying I was hiding food it was really traumatizing because I swear no I was in distress. They sent me home, the years gone by and I am still gaining weight, I am bullied by my family and when I became anorexic they cheered saying it was "healthy" but still no changes. My parents are very bothered by it and we searched everywhere for a solution and nothing come of it. I even saw a plastic surgeon to get a stomach reduction and liposuction he refused saying it was pointless because I would return to my bas habits. I swear I don't eat junk food, I exercise every day for 45 minutes and no results. I have no idea why or what is happening. The worst part is I can't get a job in finance (the field I studied) because of my physic, I applied everywhere and they look at me up and down process to the interview and I don't have any answer or if so it's because I can't be representing the company. I am desperate. I tried everything. Honestly. What can I do?
