I think there's something wrong with me, I don't know if I have untreated autism or an intellectual disability but I keep obsessing over it. I ask my mom on the daily is something wrong with me, she says no that I'm fine and my therapist did too. my therapist worked with autistic and intellectual disability kids. she has been around the block with experience. I'm trying my hardest, but im struggling with self esteem, career choices, and anxiety on top of that depression. I took the screening online for autism, I didn't have any "traits" so to speak. Even high functioning autism. so am I overthinking this? is it my anxiety and depression speaking? I've done this before when I convinced myself I was a sociopath. It's not the first time I've obsessed over feelings like this. my mom cried because my uncle has experienced paranoia and she didn't want to see me go either. mental illness runs on both side of our family. my oldest sister, ane brother have ADHD. Could this be a contributing factor? I got diagnosed with ADD in middle school. I'm 24 year old female. my mom said she would've noticed it or someone else. it's not like I don't like socializing it's just I have a hard time with it. I love getting out. Am I overthinking it? Wouldn't they caught it by now? I just wanna be normal. I wanna add I also convinced myself I had a brain tumor which now I don't believe anymore and I also was a sociopath along with being a narcissist. I took those screening tests online for autism or adult autism and I always score low and have none of the traits (except for social anxiety)
I just wanna be okay, my therapist says I'm fine and my mom and friend say I am. I obsess about this, even when my dog got sick I was paranoid something would happen to him.
I just wanna be okay, my therapist says I'm fine and my mom and friend say I am. I obsess about this, even when my dog got sick I was paranoid something would happen to him.
