How come I get paranoid every time I get high and that it’s never fun?

So I started drinking last year my freshman year of college and getting drunk is a lot of fun. It makes me more outgoing and bubbly but people always tell me that getting high is better so I just started smoking this year at college. My first time getting high I was extremely paranoid which everyone says is normal your first time but I’ve been smoking for a while now and every time I get high I get super paranoid and I can’t process anything that’s going on in the room and I forget every sentence someone says to me and it’s never fun. Is all of what I’m experiencing normal? Cause everyone I talked to says that getting high is more fun but I can’t relate. I like getting drunk a lot more. I just feel left out because I can never get a good high. Is there something wrong with me that maybe I can fix? Cause I really want to get the good high that everyone’s talking about. I also want to find out if there’s a reason why I get extremely paranoid every time.

How come I get paranoid every time I get high and that it’s never fun?
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