Long story summed up. My entire life have just been issues, violence and problems. My mother was 16 and my father 18, they splitt to each their own life before I was 2 years old and left me with my grandmother. Both my parents have Anger issues also, my mother still to this day, but my father less so. Growing up with my grandmother was no picnic, her husband died when i was 2 years old, and she was left alone with me and her adopted son. This son that is my uncle was extremely violent and would beat her up weekly, trow her down the stairs, lock her out of the house, break stuff, hold me hostage. So i slept in my grandmothers bed til i was about 7 years old because he would get up at night to see of the bedroom door was locked, the idea was to kill us in our sleep. Growing up i know no other life. A grieving grandmother using me as her comfort "pet" sort of, and the constant fear of violence. That was my education, my blueprint of life. The child protection services sent the police to take him away and put him in a home. So i grow up in a violent home, with violent people, never got any help, they never got any help. I got bullied severely at school. Had a few failed attempt of suicide, first time when i was 11 years old. I became a really angry teenager, angry at the world. I would sometimes get physical, but i would always stop myself after one "action" sort of a warning for people to stop and get away. I'm a lot less angry now, and a lot less violent. But it's still in me the anger.
Do you have Anger management experience?
Long story summed up. My entire life have just been issues, violence and problems. My mother was 16 and my father 18, they splitt to each their own life before I was 2 years old and left me with my grandmother. Both my parents have Anger issues also, my mother still to this day, but my father less so. Growing up with my grandmother was no picnic, her husband died when i was 2 years old, and she was left alone with me and her adopted son. This son that is my uncle was extremely violent and would beat her up weekly, trow her down the stairs, lock her out of the house, break stuff, hold me hostage. So i slept in my grandmothers bed til i was about 7 years old because he would get up at night to see of the bedroom door was locked, the idea was to kill us in our sleep. Growing up i know no other life. A grieving grandmother using me as her comfort "pet" sort of, and the constant fear of violence. That was my education, my blueprint of life. The child protection services sent the police to take him away and put him in a home. So i grow up in a violent home, with violent people, never got any help, they never got any help. I got bullied severely at school. Had a few failed attempt of suicide, first time when i was 11 years old. I became a really angry teenager, angry at the world. I would sometimes get physical, but i would always stop myself after one "action" sort of a warning for people to stop and get away. I'm a lot less angry now, and a lot less violent. But it's still in me the anger.
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